36 week ultrasound

Well, I had my last ultrasound before the babe is born. He is estimated to weigh about 6lbs right now. Which makes me happy. I may not be giving birth to a toddler after all. But I know that it is hard to get accurate measurements when he is this big and that the weight can go a pound either way. It seems that he has a ton of hair(yay for not bald babies, I love babies with tons of hair!)

I'm getting super excited to have him. Besides the pain I've been in the last few days, everything is going good. The babe is definitely dropped. But he is super long. So I still can't completely breathe. Little booger. But oh well. Only 21 days til he's born!!! Unless I go into labour or my water breaks. Come on babe. Get out NOW!!! lol

We have a birthdate!

Well my c section is scheduled for Friday, June 19th, 2009. I have to be at the hospital at 730am and then 830 is when the action starts. I can't wait to meet him. I am ready to be done. I am pretty uncomfortable and frankly feel like a whale on 2 feet lol. Thank goodness there is an end in sight. That date shouldn't change at all, The only way it would is if my water breaks or I go into labor. Which I would welcome lol. Anything to get this kid out. I still have about a week and a half til I hit full term. I will keep this updated pretty randomly. I try at least once a week.

Stick a fork in me, I'm done!

With work that is. As of yesterday, I am now on maternity leave until octoberish. Woot! I am so excited. Its kind of bittersweet though. I will miss having to go to work everyday, but not having to work lol. But thats ok. Give it a few weeks and I'll have my little booger to keep me busy. Well besides Wyatt, he's pretty independant. As much as a 3 yr old can be anyways. Work threw me a last minute baby shower. It was intertwined with a meeting. Which is awesome. I love my team and will be sad to come back to a different one. We will be going thru a realignment at work while I am gone so I will be coming back to possibly a different coach and totally different team. Well I will keep progress updates.

Friends/ hubs vent

Friends are good to have. Whether they are close or far away. Someone to lean on, vent about a horrible day in general, and someone to cry to when things aren't going as planned. Recently. I have acquired a new friend. Someone that I can relate to on so many levels. I appreciate her so much and am glad to have her in my life. Before now, alot of my friends have either moved on to different stages in their lives or moved far far away. I love having the relationship with someone that you can talk about whatever with.

I mean my hubby is my best friend. But it's not the same as having a great girlfriend. He understands some stuff but still doesn't understand a lot. Like I feel he is the most unsensitive person in the world right now. He doesn't understand that I hurt and that I am uncomfortable. I still have 7ish weeks to go with this pregnancy. It's only going to get worse in the coming weeks. The only time he'll stop and think about anything is when I am lying there, crying like a baby because I hurt. It hurts my pregnant feelings because I feel like he doesn't understand and never takes the time to try. I guess this is turning more into a hubs vent then about friends lol.

But oh well. It makes me feel better to get these things out there. Now if only I could get him to realize this. Life would be grand.

Work

I am currently going through some technical training for troubleshooting. It's kind of boring. But extremely nice. For one, No Phone Time! Which makes me super excited. For two. It also gives time for us to get to know eachother. There is 8 ppl in the class with us. 4 of them are from my team alone. Nice bonding time. I found out alot of information about my teammates I didn't know before. Which makes me happy. I think I only have 2.5ish weeks left of work. Woot! Ok I don't have anything else to say. Night night all!

Dear Hubs

Can you freaking care less that your pregnant wife, is lying in bed next to you crying? Because she's in horrible pain and can't move? I don't think you can! That is how I felt last night. Lying there, tears streaming out my eyes. You don't even recognize that I hurt and your dumbass keeps asking me I want to have sex? Fuck no I don't want to have sex. You freaking idiot. I was beyond pissed for a while after he finally got the effing clue. Thankfully I passed out from exhaustion. And slept ok, but not great. I feel like he has no sympathy at all for me. LO was kicking me in my freaking cervix and OMFG that hurts like a mother. Plus that I serious back pain and a flare up of round ligament pain. OK. I am going to let my whine/vent stop for now. But geez Hubs get there freakin clue sooner next time and leave me alone.

Listen here body

Please, I am begging you to let me freaking sleep. I am so tired, exhausted and emotional because you decide to play insomniac 4 out of the 7 days per week. Dammit. I know you are trying to prepare me for when baby boy is born. But this has gone way too far. I mean, I know that lil mr may keep me up at night, but I don't think he will be nearly as horrible as you are treating me right now. I hope that he sleeps as well as big brother did when he was a newborn. That is all I ask, is that too much for you too cooperate with me? I really hate having to depend on taking Tylenol PM to sleep at night. FU body, FU!!!