My life has changed forever

With Caleb here, life has been a little bit hectic. I must admit. But he is so worth it. I love him so much. Wyatt seems to be ok with him around. I've been a little bit edgy lately. Which makes me feel like a horrible mom. Wyatt got in trouble last night and got a spanking from Daddy and I cried because I felt so horrible. I know my hormones are going nuts because I just gave birth. But still, it's driving me nuts. When I cried I bawled. Josh tried to tell me it was ok, but I wouldn't have any of it.

I know going from one to two kids is an adjustment in its self. But I never expected it to be this much of an adjustment. It'll get better with time. When I am healed from the c section and can move around comfortably.

All in all, my boys make my heart smile. I am so blessed to have them both, here and healthy. Caleb is amazing already. Wyatt amazes me more and more everyday. He is my pride and joy. Even though he can be a booger at times. I still love him, and cherish him. He loves his little brother. And little brother loves him. Even though I believe Caleb has learned to give Wyatt the side eye already lol.

Home

It feels so good to be home. We had a bit of a hectic day. We got released from the hospital about noonish today. Went to go fill my prescriptions for pain meds. When we got to the pharmacy they realized the dr who did our scripts gave us outdated ones. They were actually dated from August 2006. Which is from when Wyatt was born. So we ended up having to go back to the hospital, wait at the hospital for almost 30 minutes because the dr wasn't there. And then drive all the way back home to fill the prescriptions. Thankfully everything got fixed and I am a happy camper. We are all doing well. So in love with Caleb. He is a good baby. So content. He likes to eat alot. But that's alright with me lol. Doesn't cry alot and he's always busy sleeping. But I think we'll keep him.

T- 72 Hours

So exactly 72 hours from now I will be being wheeled into the OR to have this lil guy. I am nervous, excited, happy, scared. All these different emotions running through me at once. I can't believe I am going to be a mom again. I can't believe Wyatt is going to be a big brother. I am sure he'll be a great one too.

It's kind of bittersweet. It feels like it has taken forever to get thru the last 9 months, but it also feels like it has gone by so freaking fast at the same time. But all in all we are excited to meet him, we are excited to introuduce our son to everyone. The most exciting part is that we get to introduce him with his name, that no one knows. Woot woot.!

T- 11 days

I can't believe I only have 11 days til he's born. I am getting so so so excited to have him here. Even though 11 days isnt that far away. It honestly still feels like an eternity away. I have my, you read it first, LAST dr's appointment on Friday before lil man is born. Oye. So scary. lol.

We have to figure out who's taking Wyatt what days, we have it split between my mom and Josh's mom. Because I am having a c section I will be in hospital at least 3-4 days. Oh so close. Things are coming down to the wire. I can't wait! LOL

15 days til D-Day

I can't believe our baby boy will be here in a little more than 2 weeks. It feels so surreal. It feels like this pregnancy has lasted forever but gone by so fast. Which is good and bad. We still have a ton of things to do before babe comes. I really need a swing for him to sit in. We have a boucer. I had a swing once. But let someone borrow it and now it's thrashed. Well I actually probably won't ever see it again. But oh well. I will find one. I actually found a really cute one at walmart, my mom is suppose to take me shopping. not something i asked for. It's something she wants to do. Maybe I can get her to buy it for me lol.
Anywho. I will update again soon.