Pathetic

I think so, why can you call people out and say they are horrible bitches and they thrive on being assholes, when you, my friend, are the one leaving snide comments and horrible mentions on other people blogs. You do this, but you refuse to do this on the actual message board you have decided to menace.

It is cowardice, as you call it, take a long look in the mirror honey. You are the biggest freaking hypocrite of them all. I don't think it's right at all that you are doing this. Obviously, you either got flamed hardcore, and decided that you didn't want to menace under your true screenname, or you are menacing the board under multiple screennames.

Stop your bullshit, you lameass.

I suck at blogging

I have all these stories in my head that I wish I could put on paper (or in type), but I can never put them into words. It really sucks. I see all these bloggers that are amazing, have good story telling skills. I know I have that too, but I just don't know how to utlize my skills.

I'd really love to take a creative writing class, but I haven't found one at our local community college. We shall see though. We shall see.

I don't know

I really don't know, this is a meaningless post, I suppose. Just a post to post I guess. Randomness, it's fun, isn't it?
We're planning a trip to the coast in April. I can't wait. A long weekend. Yippee. We rent a house right on the beach, well not right on, but you can see the beach and it's walking distance. Just down the hill. It's nice and relaxing, too bad it's not a little warmer when we go. April is still a little chilly 'round these parts.

I stareted my new shift at work this week. It's already proving to be better than my last team. I like my senior and I like my coach so far. I can't really say much because I've only been on there team for 2 days.

Caleb is now 8 months old. WOWIE! Where has time disappeared to? I don't know. But my beautiful baby boy is growing up!

I have no motivation

I always think about losing weight, but I can never bring myself to go to the gym to attempt it. I seriously am overweight. I know this, I hate this, but I have no motivation to get off my lazy ass to do something about it. It's kind of a two-faced situation. Where I know I need to do it. I know that I won't be so tired anymore, and feel better about myself, but I am too tired to go do something about it.

It is so easy to go through the drive thru at one of the dozens of fast food resturaunts we have around here. I have been cookinhg more homemade meals and no the boxed crap, i.e, hamburger helper, homesyle bakes kind of stuff.

The other night we have white rice with meatballs cooked in teriyaki sauce with pineapple. That was interesting, to say the least. tonight we will have cubed chicken breast with rice and cream of mushroom soup, slow cooker style. I know I should cut out carbs and sugars and that would help drastically. I really need to get a jogging stroller. So that I can start jogging with the boys. I need to cut out juice and pop, bread. Start eating more veggies and salads. Oye, so many things to do, so little motivation.

can't put it into words

I love to read, why can't I be more creative when it comes to putting my own thoughts into words. Maybe it's because I am afraid no one will like it? I guess the fear of failure hits me in a lot of ways. Or not wanting to sound like an idiot after I have published a post.

I know I have the damn creative bug, I just can't get it to work right. Damn thing doesn't cooperate. I start stuff, then it frustrates the living shit out of me, and I put it away for later. A lot of times I do go finish it at a later date, but there are those times that I don't finish it at all. I know that is a really bad trait to have. I just can't kick it, or in all honesty, I haven't tried to kick it.

We are planning on a night away next month, for J's 27th birthday. We are trying to decide what we want to do. We know we want to stay somewhere overnight. But where or where shall we go..

Can't wait

So, I am usually not excited about shift changes at work, but this time around I am so stoked I can't even tell you. I don't like my coach(supervisor), she is lazy and doesn't do her job well. I don't even see how she got promoted to this position.

We only have 2 short weeks left til I change schedules and teams. YIPPEE!!!!!!

I am ready to move on and be done with her, so ready.