My life has changed forever

With Caleb here, life has been a little bit hectic. I must admit. But he is so worth it. I love him so much. Wyatt seems to be ok with him around. I've been a little bit edgy lately. Which makes me feel like a horrible mom. Wyatt got in trouble last night and got a spanking from Daddy and I cried because I felt so horrible. I know my hormones are going nuts because I just gave birth. But still, it's driving me nuts. When I cried I bawled. Josh tried to tell me it was ok, but I wouldn't have any of it.

I know going from one to two kids is an adjustment in its self. But I never expected it to be this much of an adjustment. It'll get better with time. When I am healed from the c section and can move around comfortably.

All in all, my boys make my heart smile. I am so blessed to have them both, here and healthy. Caleb is amazing already. Wyatt amazes me more and more everyday. He is my pride and joy. Even though he can be a booger at times. I still love him, and cherish him. He loves his little brother. And little brother loves him. Even though I believe Caleb has learned to give Wyatt the side eye already lol.