My Touch

This is my new obsession. T-Mobile My Touch by Google. I have the order ready to be put through, then I think, oh yes, I have a husband that I have to ask to do every little thing first. It makes me feel like a child. Worthless, like he's my father. I feel like I can't make a decision for myself. EVER! I am a grown woman. I work, I make money too. albeit I am on maternity leave right now. But that's a moot point.

It's completely touchscreen, has 3g capabilities, and a program called Sherpa. Which learns your styles and soon recognizes your patterns. Ex. If you like Italian food, it remembers that and starts showing you all the eateries that are italian in your current area. Which I think is awesome. And it has tons of applications you can download. It is a competitor of the IPhone. As it sounds extremely similar.

Oh well. I work for T-Mobile. So I get to order this phone and get it before customers do. So as I think about just pushing that damn upgrade now button sitting patiently on another browser page, I remember that I don't want to start shit with my hubz. Bah!

Photo Shoot

This morning I took Caleb for his newborn shoot! He was such a good boy. I was surprised. But thankful. The only thing that was a slight mishap was the giant sized spit up he did. Good thing our photog used to run a daycare for she didn't mind. She loved him. Other than that I am impatiently waiting for her to edit pics so I can see them all. There's a couple really good ones that I've had a taste of so far. I am extremely impressed by her pics so far. I can't wait to see them all! Yeah!

random.. I like being random

So, since it's 345am and I can't sleep, I will be random.
Well not really random. There's not much on TV at 345 in the morning. But oh well. I'm watching mtv music videos. So that's when they show them all? In the middle of the effin night. MTV has turned into the channel of horrid reality tv shows. Like parental control, next, and all the real world type shows. They do have the AMTV now but I swear they show the same lame videos every morning.

I am going to watch Jake Owen and Lady Antebellum at the end of the month. Got free tix for the County Fair. We don't get bigish artists here very often so it's fun. I haven't been to a concert since I was 14 or 15. That was 10 years ago. Almost 11. That makes me feel old. The person I saw in concert is now a has been. Bryan White, anyone heard of him now? I haven't in years. I'm excited. I am going with my new good friend Becca. Because hubs is a butthead and doesn't want to go. But it'll give me some fun time. I don't get to have funtime that often. But it's ok. I have my boys. I stay home for the most part and enjoy them.

Well I really should try to sleep. Tomorrow isn't going to be fun. Nighty night!

My life has changed forever

With Caleb here, life has been a little bit hectic. I must admit. But he is so worth it. I love him so much. Wyatt seems to be ok with him around. I've been a little bit edgy lately. Which makes me feel like a horrible mom. Wyatt got in trouble last night and got a spanking from Daddy and I cried because I felt so horrible. I know my hormones are going nuts because I just gave birth. But still, it's driving me nuts. When I cried I bawled. Josh tried to tell me it was ok, but I wouldn't have any of it.

I know going from one to two kids is an adjustment in its self. But I never expected it to be this much of an adjustment. It'll get better with time. When I am healed from the c section and can move around comfortably.

All in all, my boys make my heart smile. I am so blessed to have them both, here and healthy. Caleb is amazing already. Wyatt amazes me more and more everyday. He is my pride and joy. Even though he can be a booger at times. I still love him, and cherish him. He loves his little brother. And little brother loves him. Even though I believe Caleb has learned to give Wyatt the side eye already lol.

Home

It feels so good to be home. We had a bit of a hectic day. We got released from the hospital about noonish today. Went to go fill my prescriptions for pain meds. When we got to the pharmacy they realized the dr who did our scripts gave us outdated ones. They were actually dated from August 2006. Which is from when Wyatt was born. So we ended up having to go back to the hospital, wait at the hospital for almost 30 minutes because the dr wasn't there. And then drive all the way back home to fill the prescriptions. Thankfully everything got fixed and I am a happy camper. We are all doing well. So in love with Caleb. He is a good baby. So content. He likes to eat alot. But that's alright with me lol. Doesn't cry alot and he's always busy sleeping. But I think we'll keep him.

T- 72 Hours

So exactly 72 hours from now I will be being wheeled into the OR to have this lil guy. I am nervous, excited, happy, scared. All these different emotions running through me at once. I can't believe I am going to be a mom again. I can't believe Wyatt is going to be a big brother. I am sure he'll be a great one too.

It's kind of bittersweet. It feels like it has taken forever to get thru the last 9 months, but it also feels like it has gone by so freaking fast at the same time. But all in all we are excited to meet him, we are excited to introuduce our son to everyone. The most exciting part is that we get to introduce him with his name, that no one knows. Woot woot.!

T- 11 days

I can't believe I only have 11 days til he's born. I am getting so so so excited to have him here. Even though 11 days isnt that far away. It honestly still feels like an eternity away. I have my, you read it first, LAST dr's appointment on Friday before lil man is born. Oye. So scary. lol.

We have to figure out who's taking Wyatt what days, we have it split between my mom and Josh's mom. Because I am having a c section I will be in hospital at least 3-4 days. Oh so close. Things are coming down to the wire. I can't wait! LOL