3 things I'd like to change about myself

So, on my way to the prison I call work, I was listening to an early morning talk show, you may have heard of it, Kidd Kradic(sp?). They did a segment called, "3 Things I'd like to Change About Myself". So I thought I'd dedicate a post to things I'd like to change about me.

So, here we go.

1. I'd really like to change my body image, physically and mentally. I'm sure you could tell this if you read previous posts. I only mention it, Oh, about every other word or so. I know I can do it. I also know that I do not have the motivation to do it. I can spend the money on a gym membership. In the end I can almost guaruntee that would be a big fat waste of money.

2. After I lose my weight, I'd like to change the way my stomach looks, because god knows I will have skin hangage, which is just unattractive.

3. I'd like to change the way to function as a family. We need to do more fun stuff, instead of being couch potatoes.

So, there you have my deep, dark secrets (not really, but well, you know)

Follow me!

To my whole 3 followers. Thanks for reading this. I know it can be lame and uber boring, but I guess you don't care, because you're still following my blog.

The weather today, cannot make up it's mind. It was so pretty earlier, now I can see the snow clouds rolling in, which completely and utterly blows. I am so done with winter.

You'll see me in the picket line, with all the others boycotting winter. Go away, puh-lease. Snow is pretty, and we need it to fill the lakes, rivers and streams, but god almighty. Why does it have to be COLD. I would rather endure 100+ degrees than subzero temps. Brrrrrrrrr.


Now I am off to warm up, it's getting a bit nipply outside.

things are finally looking up at work

You know how when you had a sucky supervisor, it really sucks! That's how it has been for me since I returned to work in early November. I didn't know what I had gotten myself into at that point, I had never worked with said supervisor before. So I go on my merry way, soon to realize, that this particular supervisor sucks ass, in a big way. I dealt with it for almost 4 months. Thank sweet baby jesus, I don't have her as a supervisor anymore.

My new supervisor, she is wonderful. she takes the time to coach our team and make sure that we can be successful. As we all know, success feels amazing. We have this, club, I guess is the best way to explain it, that you can qualify for every month. It's called elite. I am so close to it I can smell it. I only need to improve my metrics a tid bit to join it. Which is so exciting for me. It makes me feel so good to know that I am so close.

Goodbye shitty supervisor, hello wonderful supervisor.

Pathetic

I think so, why can you call people out and say they are horrible bitches and they thrive on being assholes, when you, my friend, are the one leaving snide comments and horrible mentions on other people blogs. You do this, but you refuse to do this on the actual message board you have decided to menace.

It is cowardice, as you call it, take a long look in the mirror honey. You are the biggest freaking hypocrite of them all. I don't think it's right at all that you are doing this. Obviously, you either got flamed hardcore, and decided that you didn't want to menace under your true screenname, or you are menacing the board under multiple screennames.

Stop your bullshit, you lameass.

I suck at blogging

I have all these stories in my head that I wish I could put on paper (or in type), but I can never put them into words. It really sucks. I see all these bloggers that are amazing, have good story telling skills. I know I have that too, but I just don't know how to utlize my skills.

I'd really love to take a creative writing class, but I haven't found one at our local community college. We shall see though. We shall see.

I don't know

I really don't know, this is a meaningless post, I suppose. Just a post to post I guess. Randomness, it's fun, isn't it?
We're planning a trip to the coast in April. I can't wait. A long weekend. Yippee. We rent a house right on the beach, well not right on, but you can see the beach and it's walking distance. Just down the hill. It's nice and relaxing, too bad it's not a little warmer when we go. April is still a little chilly 'round these parts.

I stareted my new shift at work this week. It's already proving to be better than my last team. I like my senior and I like my coach so far. I can't really say much because I've only been on there team for 2 days.

Caleb is now 8 months old. WOWIE! Where has time disappeared to? I don't know. But my beautiful baby boy is growing up!

I have no motivation

I always think about losing weight, but I can never bring myself to go to the gym to attempt it. I seriously am overweight. I know this, I hate this, but I have no motivation to get off my lazy ass to do something about it. It's kind of a two-faced situation. Where I know I need to do it. I know that I won't be so tired anymore, and feel better about myself, but I am too tired to go do something about it.

It is so easy to go through the drive thru at one of the dozens of fast food resturaunts we have around here. I have been cookinhg more homemade meals and no the boxed crap, i.e, hamburger helper, homesyle bakes kind of stuff.

The other night we have white rice with meatballs cooked in teriyaki sauce with pineapple. That was interesting, to say the least. tonight we will have cubed chicken breast with rice and cream of mushroom soup, slow cooker style. I know I should cut out carbs and sugars and that would help drastically. I really need to get a jogging stroller. So that I can start jogging with the boys. I need to cut out juice and pop, bread. Start eating more veggies and salads. Oye, so many things to do, so little motivation.