I have no motivation

I always think about losing weight, but I can never bring myself to go to the gym to attempt it. I seriously am overweight. I know this, I hate this, but I have no motivation to get off my lazy ass to do something about it. It's kind of a two-faced situation. Where I know I need to do it. I know that I won't be so tired anymore, and feel better about myself, but I am too tired to go do something about it.

It is so easy to go through the drive thru at one of the dozens of fast food resturaunts we have around here. I have been cookinhg more homemade meals and no the boxed crap, i.e, hamburger helper, homesyle bakes kind of stuff.

The other night we have white rice with meatballs cooked in teriyaki sauce with pineapple. That was interesting, to say the least. tonight we will have cubed chicken breast with rice and cream of mushroom soup, slow cooker style. I know I should cut out carbs and sugars and that would help drastically. I really need to get a jogging stroller. So that I can start jogging with the boys. I need to cut out juice and pop, bread. Start eating more veggies and salads. Oye, so many things to do, so little motivation.