can't put it into words

I love to read, why can't I be more creative when it comes to putting my own thoughts into words. Maybe it's because I am afraid no one will like it? I guess the fear of failure hits me in a lot of ways. Or not wanting to sound like an idiot after I have published a post.

I know I have the damn creative bug, I just can't get it to work right. Damn thing doesn't cooperate. I start stuff, then it frustrates the living shit out of me, and I put it away for later. A lot of times I do go finish it at a later date, but there are those times that I don't finish it at all. I know that is a really bad trait to have. I just can't kick it, or in all honesty, I haven't tried to kick it.

We are planning on a night away next month, for J's 27th birthday. We are trying to decide what we want to do. We know we want to stay somewhere overnight. But where or where shall we go..